Wow, Fiona. When I read you, I get goosebumps all over my skin. The rituals you describe I have done so many times too. This period of time is very important for aligning again. My dreams are intense. My work is ligning up for the transformation from this year into the next. We have lots in common with the ancestry from Celtic as well as Asian (mine is Indonesian). Let's definitely meet up physically in Bali in April/May. I'm following you...