I"m sorry for your and your wife's loss Indi. 💞 I lost my best friend this year. She was my age and we were like twin sisters for 25 years. I did have a funeral, but still it is like you say. She lives far away and it is still as if she's somewhere. Closure is hard. And then, I don't know if I want closure. I put her picture on my phone and she's with me... Death is so abstract sometimes...