I don't judge. I understand the girls. And I also completely understand why my Japanese girlfriends in Europe say they can't go back. They always say to me, it's easy for you Desiree, you're a foreigner. You are free. You can do what you like and they won't judge you. But we? We have so many stupid expectations to fulfil in Japan. We can never go back. We're just not taken seriously... It's the sad story of Japan...