High expectations? Love not being enough? Loyalty being a word of the future? I don't know. I never found love hard. First marriage 23 years. Then 5 years gaining awareness of self and alone. Glad to be alone. Necessary. And then, my current hubby arrived. I'll stay with him till the end. I know. Just know. We have too much gratitude together to ever stop this... 💜😊💙