Dear Toni, this happens to all of us at some point. Calling becomes work and we forget why we started it in the first place. To serve. The world is one big chaos around you. Around YOU. Go deep inside yourself and never forget that your answer is there. In I am. The deep void inside. And from that part you find your calm. Your eye of the storm. Don't serve all. You'll burn out. In a swarm, a murmeration, the birds just keep an eye on the 7 around them. And the 7 can change. You have done great! You have taught us all to read. That's what is good. The rest is up to them...

Life is always a triangle of freedom, time and money. And money stands for having a roof over our heads, food and fresh water. Clean air to breathe. Live in gratitude, dear Toni for this adventure. You have been hugely successful in teaching the whole team to read and serve each other because that's where success starts. Now, go back to YOU and your time and freedom. That's where you belong! We'll stay in touch!