Dear Fatunla. First of all, don't beat yourself up on it. It's logical. You want to belong. Choose friends that make you feel good whatever your clothes or stuff. And then start to explore your own comfort level. Make your life simple. Very simple. And then add certain stuff and see how it makes you feel. For me, stuff should always be BUD. Beautiful, useful, durable. I try to combine functions so I need less. Just basics. And I explore what basic needs are for me and what are nice to haves... Experiments like that. Explore. And be happy. Start your day with a little dance. It helps shift your energy... ❤️😊